Shauna and I are best friends

and yet we're in totally different places in our lives. Usually, best friends do everything together but that's not the case with us. She's got a steady boyfriend while I'm married with kids. Talking with a lot of people in the same place in their lives as me, they said getting married and having kids really showed them who their true friends were.

Shauna is my only friend that hasn't done everything at the same time as me and I think it really just makes our friendship stronger. Even though we're in totally different places in our lives, we're able to talk to each other about it still, without feeling alienated or anything like that. I'm able to help her through things and she's there for me and listening to me and my problems as well.

Every time we get done chatting with each other, I marvel at how well we get along. Not to say we've not had our disagreements, but they've been few and far between with quick make ups as well. I really think we were a match made in heaven, haha. We're so alike and yet different enough that we mesh really well.

Thank you Shauna for being there for me and I know we'll have many years a friendship left in us. I hope to some day be old ladies going out to lunch together, reminiscing about the good ol' days.

Jamesen's Appointment

I can't for the life of me remember what they called the thing on his head... it was like an AVI or something. Something to do about a bulging vein. I can't remember..

Anyways, the bulge is right on top of, or connected to the main vein that runs along the head and connects to the jugular. This could pose a risk, so we're scheduled to do an MRI and an MRA on the 6th of October. He said that it might possibly go away on it's own, but the fact that it's not already started to by now and that it could be connected to the jugular, makes him want to get more testing done.

He initially wanted to do it like November, but we're hoping to be out of here by the end of October. Rather than having us move and possibly not getting the tests done at all, he's going to bring them forward. I was happy about that. We were supposed to have this appointment in Kentucky but the lady never made my appointment (despite lots of calls) and then we ended up moving and I kept forgetting to call. Then when I did call, we had to wait four weeks. I'd rather just get it over and done with at this point!

SO... we'll have to not give him food or drink for 12 hours before the MRI (which is at 7:15 am). I'm gonna have to get up pretty early since it's an hour away. Anyways, he'll have to be sedated because the MRI takes half an hour to 45 mins of laying completely still and then he'll stay asleep because the MRA is the same thing. Please give us your prayers. I'm nervous about him being put under. I know younger babies have been put under, but I'm sure any mother would be nervous of their child at any age being put under.

I'll update more after that appointment. We should know A LOT after that.

I haven't wanted to say it...

for fear of jinxing everything... but it looks like we're officially 100% day potty trained!! GOOOO Marcus! I think me starting work is what threw him off so bad. I bought suckers and constantly told him if he went poop in the potty then he'd get a sucker... only, the couple times he went poop when I wasn't home, Sabe and Lynne didn't give him a sucker. Poor kid was confused. I finally sat him on the potty and did everything I could to keep him on there for as long as I could and eventually he pooped, got TONS of praise and huge sucker out of it. The next day, before I left for work, I did it again and he got another sucker. Plus I told Sabe he HAD to give him a sucker for going poop and sure enough, he's been doing it ever since!

We bought smaller suckers though because he was getting bored having to lug the tootsie pops around, only using one hand to play. Jamesen would try and get a hold of it, or it was given to me and I don't need the extra calories!

So woooooot to Marcus! He's such a big boy.

I know it's late...

But Happy Birthday Marcus!

I had to work the evening of his birthday, but we decided to have lunch at Chilis anyways. While we were waiting for Sabe to get ready, the boys and I went outside. They were seriously all smiles for me! Too bad I wasn't trying to get "Professional" pictures when they were in this good of a mood.

While the boys were waiting for me to get ready, Sabe put Marcus' present together. He was so excited when he saw it!



You should have seen him when it was finished.




We seriously couldn't get him off of it, lol! But it was getting closer and closer to the time I had to go to work, so we put him in the car, crying for his bike. We promised him we'd eat and possibly get ice cream and he said "eye-cweem" the entire way there.

I pulled out my camera to get a few pics and Marcus insisted that he needed to take some as well. These are the best out of the many he took:

and

Couldn't leave mommy out!
I put my camera away while we ate and then we ordered a Molten. I forgot my flash wasn't on and I'm a bit sad that I can't really do more for this pic. He was so excited to see the ice cream.


Though he wasn't too thrilled when my coworkers started singing to him.



I couldn't help busting up, it was so funny having him scream his head off when we were singing to him, haha!

The next evening after I got off work, we took him to Chuck E Cheese for a small party. My friend Lindsay, her three boys, and grandma Lynne came with us. All the boys had a blast!!







Afterwards, we went back to Grandma Lynne's to do cake. Since I've been working, I didn't have much time to make a cake, so we bought one instead. OF COURSE it had to be Thomas (or Taw-peet as Marcus calls him).




I had the next day off so we took Marcus to Bridal Veil to try and get some 3 year pics of him. It really didn't turn out too well. There were tons of people there and everybody was playing in the water since it's been getting cooler and they want to do it before it gets too cold. With the sun fading fast and other people getting in my way, I didn't get much, but here are the best out of the few I did.








A few days later, we attempted pics again. This time, we took the boys on the Provo Trail since there's a lot of pretty green there and not many people hanging about. I've not gotten a picture of our BOB stroller. This thing was EXPENSIVE, but so worth it. Before I started my job, Sabe and I would take the boys running on the Provo Trail every night and this stroller was so smooth and awesome to run with!

Here are the best out of the few pics I got. The boys didn't really cooperate again.







Sorry for all the pics, or you're welcome if you loved them, haha. Thanks for looking!

The things that make me happy

I've decided that I need to remember to make time to do the things that I love. I've pretty much stopped doing a lot of things at this point and have been just moping around the house. I've been having a really hard functioning to be honest. My emotions are always in turmoil and I just can't help to think about all the things that have happened to me lately. It all eats me alive.

I will be the first to admit that I've not been a fun person to be around at all. My poor kids. I got a job because I needed some me time [we needed the paycheck too, but that's beside the point]. I finally picked up scrapbooking again because I really missed it. I was afraid to do it before because Sabin I think thought that scrapbooking was taking up too much of my time rather than realizing that I was doing it to keep me sane and destress. When you're stressed all the time, you will be doing your thing to destress all the time too!

The other night I decided that I was going to take some time and have a girls night out type thing. There's a really sweet girl at my work that I decided I wanted to have go with me, so we made a dinner date. We went to this really yummy restaurant just down the way. They've got this amazing chocolate cake desert thing that we ordered and we just sat there and chatted away. It's a good thing the place was really quite dead so we weren't camping there taking up room and costing the server money.

Anyways, I'm rambling... My point is that doing that made me realize that I can't be a good wife or a good mom if I'm not taking time to do things that I love. For example, I stopped taking pictures all together. For anyone that knows me, they know that's kind of a big thing. I use to take at least 50 if not 150 photos a day of my children. In the entire month of August I think I may have taken maybe 100. So today I whipped out the camera and realized, again, just what I love about capturing my children at the exact moment that they are being themselves to save for all of time to see.

A few nights ago, Sabe and I stayed up late playing Mario on the Wii. I love Mario. Even more, I love playing Mario with friends and family. We actually had a great time playing a stupid video game. We haven't played a video game together since before we moved to Kentucky. Before Marcus was born, we use to play Halo together all the time. It was stupid, yet fun bonding time. I missed that.

Anyways I'm rambling again. My blogs have turned into crazy random posts lately. My goal for this month is to do more of the things that make me happy so I can truly and honestly say that I'm happy to be in my shoes again.